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The pattern of my sleep has changed recently, starting from early morning, and getting drowsy by dusk, dozed off and got up somewhere in the evening. Then I read, talked to mom, and took a shower and , voila! time for bed.
I got into bed, lying still…watching the dark ceiling…nothing happens, no drowsiness, no yawn, but fully awaken.
I reached for my faithful or fateful classic black Ipod [it shared my sad, bad and ugly time] and plugged into my ears, music slowly flew into my ears-the voice is usual, the tempo depends on the song-I was listening to Richard Marx.
1 song 2 songs 3 songs….6 songs, no sign of wanting to sleep. I began to glimpse at the illuminous windows…dead silent, nothing at all
no living awakes, all were in bed, sleeping, and perhaps lost in their dreams.
Poor me, I was cursed-kept awake at the dead of the night. Home alone. Still having the finish the big project of mine in this or next week…
If chance allows me, I will go to see a G.P. and get some sleeping pills to doze me at night, something as Humbert Humbert from Lolita mentioned to his GP
that can knock a cow, it was torturing not being able to sleep at the right time.
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Comment by crogalosh 8 December, 2008 @ 7:03 pmyour pain
i had to go to class with only an hour sleep today